tha halka phula aur naram phir us key neechey mey ney taiz surkh (RED) brazier bhi pehen li do peher mey khanney key baad mama papa apney room mey aram kerney chaley gaye ..bhai common room mey sofa per betha hua kuch perha raha tha..mey ney ussey akela dekh ker apna dopatta jaldi sey utaara aur kitche mey kaam key ..............
bahaney ghus gai,,woh saamney hi betha tha..mey jald hi kitchen sey wapis aai ..aur us keu ain saamney waley sofa per beth gai..hum dono key dermiyaan centre tabla thi woh sofa sey take lagaye magzine dekh raha tha..mey ney bhi aik urdu magazine uthaya aur centre table per rakh ker perhney laggi..apney seeney ko neechey haath daal ker thorra opper uthaya to woh brazier sey thora sa nikal aaye aur meri bari aur
khobsrat chatiyoun ki makhmalli lakeer wqzeh ho gai..pora room airconditioned tha..mey bhi perh rahi thi woh bhi perh raha tha..yun to humari kuch batain nahi ho rahin thin..woh na janey kin sochoun mey gharaq tha aur mey sirf us key baarey mey sovch rahi thi key woh yahan merey jissam ki taraf kion nahi dekh rahha..akhri kuch dair baad mey ney hi ussey mukhatib kiya.."Sikander tum kitna taiz TV dekh rahey they raat ko..meri aankh kai baar khul gai .."
Woh chunka aur us ney apni nazroun key saamney sey magazine hataya aur saath hi us ki nazer meri goori chatiyoun ki gehri lakeer per pari..mey ankhain bazahir tou magazine per jamaye bethi us ki jawab ki muntazir thi laikin meri tawajja us per hi thi mey ney wazeh tour per us mey faraq mehsous kiyya..us ney pehli baar meri lakeerr ko dekha..nazrain jhukka lin..phir mujhey neechey dekhtey dekh ker..us ney phir
ghour sey dekhha aur nazrain jamaye rakhin..mey centre table key glass mey us ki nazroun ki yeh shararat dekh ker dil hi dil mey khush ho rahi thi..akhir mey ney ussey apney jissam key aik khobsorat muqam ki jhallak dikha di thi aur us ka aser merey samney tha..woh jo mujh sey kehney jar aha tha ussey bhool meri lakeer ki gehriyoun mey doob aur ubher raha tha..mey ney aik dam opper dekha aur ussey apney seeney ki lakker per hi sakit dekha..mujhey yun uthta dekh ker woh herbarra gayya..laikim mey ney koi notice na kiyya..merey is tarah seedhey honey sey mera gala kaafi neechey ho gaya tha..kion key mey ney apni
chatiyoun ko neechey sey uthayya hua tha..is liye ab bhi chatiyoun ki lakeer wazeh thi..woh bolla.."Mey aik nai action film dekh raha tha.."
Mey boli.."Mey ney yeh kab pocha key tum konsi fila dekh rahey they..mey ney to yeh pocha tha key tum itni raat mey kion dekh rahey they.."
Mey boli.."Mey ney yeh kab pocha key tum konsi fila dekh rahey they..mey ney to yeh pocha tha key tum itni raat mey kion dekh rahey they.."
Woh gerbarra gayya..khair mey ney yeh behes khattam ki..aaj key liye itna jalwa hi kaafi tha..us ki ankhoun ki surkhi bata rahi thi us key ander bhi aik chingaari si bherki thi..merey jissam mey tou aag laggi thi phir woh kab tak khud ko is aag sey bacahata..Mey apney barey kolhey hilaati serhiyaan cherti apney room mey aa gai..mujh apney kolhoun per aur apni peeth per us ki tapti nigahain saaf mehsous ho rahin thin..vbus phir shaam mey jab mey neechey aai tou woh apney dostoun mey ja chukka tha..mey mama key saath gher key kaam kerwati rahi raat mey kaafi dair sey aaya..papa ney thorra danta ussey..khair khanna kha ker hum sab apney apney room mey challey gaye..ab mey apni diary likhney bethi houn..raat kaafi ho gai hey her taraf sanata hey..ab sona chahye..